I am feeling really stressed. Thinking about all pending assignments and other totally random stuffs, is making my head ache. I want to just close my eyes and sleep. I keep changing the drawings in my TAC portfolio. I find that my art pieces are like rubbish.

I can’t do art and this thing is graded and so obviously I want to be able to give my best.

Yet…despite my efforts, I am not satisfied. And I wonder why…..

For the record, I have 2 rationales to write. One is for the TAC and the other is for the LE Layout planning.

Well, I have been this way before, where you suddenly realise that the assignments are piling up as the deadline approaches.

Anyway, this is already my 2nd year in Early Childhood course, I should know better of what is expected. The 1st year was equally as tough. But in the end, it kind of gave me the foundation in preparing for the other upcoming projects and also made me more capable in performing under pressure. So in a way, projects are good. That’s what I learned in ITE ECH course. I also learned to enjoy writing rationales. I can’t explain my fascination with rationales. 

 If I can make it to the POLY, I know what to expect. Because I have already experienced it in ITE. An advantage.

And if anybody thinks that ITE is a relaxing place, please go for a reality check. We are learning and doing as much as those in other institutions. We got as much projects/assignments and the standards are high as well. I believe that we are definitely on par with anybody else. Doesn’t make us less in any way. I am really grateful to be here. Learning ECH.

And why I am advertising my course here? Hahahaha…. I dunno. Hahaha. But, I am serious, it is really a good place to learn ECH.

Right now, the only thing that I need to work on is my time management.